Sexy Side Boob
Look at that awesome bra-less side boob!! Before you get your panties in a bunch and think to yourself, how the hell did she drop so much weight in just the past week?! Well, this is not me. I mean it is me. But me, pre-baby. 13 years ago. I was going to the gym every single day and doing mad cardio 2-4 hours a day. Look! No wings on my arms!! This picture was actually taken by my son’s father when we were dating. I think this was the very first picture he took of me and was probably about 3 months before I got pregnant. By the way did I mention…. LOOK at the nice perky boob! LOL. I was going through some of my old paper work, books and journals because we are moving…yet again. (For those of you that follow my VLOGs you know my house is practically empty and bares a very annoying echo now.) This picture fell out of one of my journals. I posted this not necessarily for the picture, but for what I wrote on the back of my picture. I had forgotten that I had used this picture as my book mark after my son was born and every night when I would read my book I would see my goal in front of my face.
This is just a quick reminder to myself and to you… to always have your goal in front of your face. Not only did I hit that goal in less than 9 months, but I came back even stronger and more toned than I had ever been before. Remember life is not perfect…life is a constant progression. Don’t allow your mind to sit still. Constantly force yourself to push your life in the direction you want it to go! It is a constant striving and a constant reminding. But remember if you are not growing you are dying. Get the most out of your life!!
This goal was written down October 2004 after giving birth to my son Elijah in March of 2004. I gave myself one year to drop all my baby weight and get my pre-baby body back. In less than a year I had hit that goal out of the park, and I PLAN ON DOING IT AGAIN!
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This was the first week that I actually feel somewhat put together. Content and centered. It was a weird feeling to be calm internally because my brain has been going a million miles an hour in every direction for the past 15 months. Committing to lots of silence and lots of writing has gotten me to this place. Plus, I am sure getting back into the routine of working out 4-6 times a week has me more focused on my goals. When I am more focused I tend to make the other *stuff* fall to the way side to make room for my creativity. Not to say there aren’t still voices in my head that remind me of the past, but I have calmed those voices. I don’t mean that in a creepy way, for those of you just joining me. I AM normal, well you know, as normal as the next person. Everyone over thinks and dwells on things sometimes. It’s important to find silence a few times a week. I know the more kids you have, the harder it is. Believe me, I grew up with two other siblings plus my mom ran a daycare out of her home for almost 13 years. The more humans in the house, the more chaos there is. But even if it’s a trip to the grocery store or a 10 min walk around the block. Try to find silence.
I didn’t weigh myself this week. But I did take pictures. I feel as if I look the same as I did 5 weeks ago. I thought about doing a side by side comparison but I think I’m going to hold off on that for another couple of weeks. They say is takes 12 weeks for the world to notice the difference. So I am giving it 12 weeks. I actually attempted to put on my size 2 skirt when getting ready for work today. I was unable to zip it at all, you can bet my face was NOT happy. I laugh at how much my body has changed. Not a size 2 any more Dorothy…and NOT in Kansas anymore…
So my sexy side boob with toned arms has now turned into arm pit fat and back arm fat. I honestly didn’t even know this was a thing. Amazing what taking intimate pictures of yourself can do. Although it is sort of refreshing knowing that I am working towards a goal and I will have these to compare with myself in a few months. I encourage you to do that also. Obviously, don’t put them up on the internet for the whole world to see…but it is great being able to visually see the progress. I am sort of excited to see the results as they emerge. Kind of makes it a fun game.
Stop taking life to seriously. Set goals and work towards them, but don’t forget to laugh on the way. During the past couple years I have let so much emotion and feelings go. It is such a relief to not have to worry so much about being perfect. But it is a process. It all takes time.
Lots of Love – Sabrina Victoria
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Sabrina Victoria
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